yeah, definitely had a great time blasting off my neighbours’ ear by looping my recent favourite playlist. am running on a moody day. listened to daddy, was a gentle yet ‘heavy’ conversation… basically, i broke down when dad & bro left home… didn’t know what to do to get a grip of myself, so i decided… i need to unwind. for the 1st time in my entire life, i washed a car on my own. with such weather, it’s sorta fun to play with water. soap water is all over my garden floor, dad said i might get electric shock.. so, vacuum tomorrow.

i was away. away from calls, messages, sms, whatnot. and i’ve got some very stupid reason for not doing something i might need to do.

dear all, please stop debating, i’m not as eloquent & i can’t afford to have a carwash & heart crash day in day out.