this post is drafted to strengthen my love for him.

just in case i feel helpless in our relationship, i can refer to this & spank myself for loosing faith.

him & i. there’s something really special between the two of us. of how bonded we actually were, we felt faraway & disconnected at times. of how we honestly long to love one another, we often express it the other way round.

in our entire life, the countless times of getting food for one another, the countless teardrops we shed for each other, the countless heartaches, the countless times we wore each other’s clothes, the countless times i threw pillows to wake him up, the countless times he sms sweet sentences to me, the countless favourite songs we both shared..

the sweetness of having him around, nobody could comprehend. 

he, has his own set of worries.

we said we’re going to be supportive no matter what it takes. now that we have established a promise, there’s no way we should find loop holes breaking it. what more, we should be the dearest people in the entire world, just for him.

Lord, to give up i’d be a fool.

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i am not sure if you’d know..
i’m taking care of you.
dad’s learning to communicate with you.
mom feels bad for not spending enough time with you.
the brothers & sisters in church, they are praying for you; we constantly talked about you, we are all waiting for you to be ready.
i’m pretty sure, you friends too, cares for you.
i am always the one who stood by you when everyone looked down upon you.
God is always the only one who gives you unconditional love.

i love you not for what you do; i love you for what you are.

to my tall brother, stay cute. ;)