good morning, my love.

hey big man, after you’ve run through the fields, crawled on your knees… you threw open your arms & carried me. then, you wiped away my tears and today… you’re treasuring me like a jewel (Isaiah 62:3).

i started to question myself and felt i am actually unworthy of all your love. am i really worth the wait? i felt sorry, i took quite some time to get used to your love and care.

it’s something so extraordinary, i didn’t know how to react towards it, nobody has treated me the way you do. it’s something that i wanted for all my life, but afraid of accepting. it’s something i knew requires a lot of strength and effort to maintain, yet again & again, you assured me you will take care of everything on my behalf.

how exactly do you feel about me when i felt the most worthless? i knew, if someone i care asks me so, the ache comes deeply from the heart. i knew you would feel the same, or even beyond what i could imagine. (Isaiah 49:16) why is it that you wanted to engrave me on your palms? haven’t i hurt you enough?

(Isaiah 49:15) you said you will never forget me even if my mother may. i knew deep in my heart, she did, and you did not. but it is because of you whom molded me, i never said a single rant or blamed her for the wrong she commit. from you, i learnt to love her more than i could.

your love is always so captivating. it melts my heart and it’s ever so assuring; no one else could touch my heart the way you do.

to give up, i’d be a fool. i knew my footsteps are small, and i am so fearful of coming near to you. i knew i will never loose the love from you, but it seemed so fragile and easy to be crushed. i made it so; you made it firm. 

i find, there is none like you.

thank you for the assurance day after day.