as i was doing my work, i went through some pictures that aches my heart. i was reluctant to continue the job despite my body is weary and i knew i really need to wrap up the work, and then… dash to bed. however, you know i’m a strong-headed yet weak-will girl, i swallowed my tears and immediately thought of you. i guess it wasn’t because you’ve known me for 7 years, but you’ve been through my thick and thins, and i can always be as comfortable as who i am in front of you. i wanted to tell you how much hurt i’ve gone through, but i wanted to give myself time & space to grow emotionally stronger. even though we’re so faraway from each other, but i never felt the physical absence. perhaps it’s because you repeatedly told me, “don’t worry, jun meng is here”. i didn’t nudge you when i needed some sense of assurance, i just knew i need to grow up, and doesn’t want to take you for granted.

okay, i need to get back to work. actually, i just wanna tell you, happy be-early birthday :)